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10 April 2008 @ 09:29 pm

...Ok I think it's about time I told you all what's been happening to me lately...I don't know why but I…I've been loosing my memories for the past few months...it's gotten so bad now that all I can remember is Roy and Al...But even memory's of them are fading...The only way I know where I am or anything about this journal and this school is because I was at least smart enough to write down everything in a journal that I can easily find and read. I know...I'm an idiot for not finding help sooner...Roy's already yelled at me about that and I feel guilty enough but I still feel that getting others involved in my own problems will only end up getting them hurt as well.

..I don't think it’s safe for me to be in the school at the moment...Not with everything that's been happening with my body and the voice in my head that's practically screaming now...Bye...

ooc: Ed's going to be back in a week, but this time as Pride Ed. If anyone wants to fight against the Homunculus I'll be doing a Log that welcomes everyone on the 20th. This does not mean I'm leaving for a week or that I'm dropping Ed, more like it's a twist in his life and those close to him. For more information check out what I wrote on Pride in the ooc comm. Also...I've been planning this for a week so I'm not trying to copy anyone...It just might end up looking that way...For more information on my plot for Ed please ask or read the next few post's that will tell you ore of what happened during this week and about Prides ability's

Mood:

guilty

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synchsoul on April 11th, 2008 03:15 am (UTC)

Take it easy then.

[ooc: Ooh fightin' action. Totally gonna watch for that. Poor Ed though.]

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metalshinobi on April 11th, 2008 03:35 am (UTC)

...thanks...

ooc: Yeah, I feel bad that I torture him so much but...well pride is just awsome and it's such a great plot twist I can't give it up! I've been planning this for months now!

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synchsoul on April 11th, 2008 04:03 am (UTC)

No problem. Just uh...keep fighting, and stuff.

[ooc: Plotting's awesome ♥ I know there's stuff I wanna do with Soren but I'm waiting till things calm down a bit since uh...I think it'd make things overkill.]

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metalshinobi on April 11th, 2008 04:25 am (UTC)

I will, I'll never stop fighting until the day I die...a fourth time...

ooc: Hmm~ can't wait to see what you have in store for Soren.

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synchsoul on April 11th, 2008 08:33 am (UTC)

Don't talk that kinda shit, even if you've got cat lives or something. Shoot for not dying, hell.

[ooc: We'll see if I manage. XD Anyhow~ *sends hugs for Ed*]

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metalshinobi on April 11th, 2008 12:31 pm (UTC)

The thing is I've already died three times and I'm still fighting, I don't plan to fight after the fourth time nor do I plan that their WILL be a fourth...Ok yeah their might be but not any time soon.

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synchsoul on April 12th, 2008 03:54 am (UTC)

You really are like a cat...

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metalshinobi on April 12th, 2008 04:37 am (UTC)

...~~mew~~...

ooc: Sorry...couldn't help it!X3

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synchsoul on April 12th, 2008 04:40 am (UTC)

...

[ooc: Someday Soren shall dub him Mittens, now.]

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metalshinobi on April 12th, 2008 04:43 am (UTC)

...

ooc: LAWLS! Ed you are now mittens! XD

Ed: ...I hate you...

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synchsoul on April 12th, 2008 04:45 am (UTC)

[ooc: Soren shall greet him with it~

Shush Ed you know you like it.]

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metalshinobi on April 12th, 2008 04:48 am (UTC)

ooc: Yay~XD

Ed: ...*pouts*

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kissme_imguna on April 11th, 2008 03:30 am (UTC)

If you have to leave, Ed, make sure you come back safe and in once piece. Or I'll make sure you make it up to both Me and Al for a long time after

~~We'll be waiting~~

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metalshinobi on April 11th, 2008 04:03 am (UTC)

Ok...~~I wish I could say I will come back...but...~~

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kissme_imguna on April 11th, 2008 04:12 am (UTC)
Private to Ed

You'll come back.

Even if I have to ~~follow you to make sure~~ make you promise before you leave.

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metalshinobi on April 11th, 2008 04:21 am (UTC)
Re: Private to Ed

...Then I guess I'll come back...

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gaara_ai on April 11th, 2008 03:35 am (UTC)

Take care of yourself. Alphonse has been worried sick over you, but I don't blame you for trying to take care of this yourself. I understand where your coming from with that.

Private

I know this is not the best time to tell you this, but if you are going to be gone for a week and with everything else going on, I just want to let you know that I will take care of your brother and make sure he comes to no harm, both physically and emotionally.

I would also like to inform you that I am courting your brother. I would have preferred to talk to you about this sooner rather than later but I thought it best to wait while you were having problems. As it stands, I think its best if I simply told you now instead of waiting until things escalate. That being said, I would like to receive your permission to start dating your brother.

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metalshinobi on April 11th, 2008 04:16 am (UTC)

Thanks...

Private

...I'm acually not sure when I'm going to be back...and thanks, it's good to know people are going to be looking out for Al why I'm gone.

...Huh?Oo

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gaara_ai on April 11th, 2008 05:22 am (UTC)

There is no need to thank me, but your welcome.

Private

He will miss you while your gone, but we will try our best to make the days more bearable for him.

I know that came a little strong, but I had no other way to say it.

I have already spoken to Alphonse about this, and I thought it best that I ask for permission first and since your his only family here that would be you. So, what is your answer?

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metalshinobi on April 11th, 2008 12:29 pm (UTC)

Private

...If he wants to date you, then I give you my consent, if he does not then no. And that's not totaly true, Al has family all over this school, but we arn't related by blood but by our feeling's.

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gaara_ai on April 11th, 2008 09:57 pm (UTC)

Private

*nods* Thank you.

In the end you are still the person he cares most about above all others, but I will remember that.

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metalshinobi on April 11th, 2008 11:19 pm (UTC)

...He's that way to me too...

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gaara_ai on April 11th, 2008 11:33 pm (UTC)

I know.

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g0ku on April 11th, 2008 05:36 am (UTC)

Ed, is there anything I can do to help with this?

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metalshinobi on April 11th, 2008 12:21 pm (UTC)

...I don't think you can...I'm not sure if anyone can...

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soul_elric on April 11th, 2008 10:41 am (UTC)

Niisan?

N-niisan... no! Don't go, please! I'm... I'm looking for a way to help you! I promise... I... promise promise that I'll find a way! I will... I... I will.

Please niisan! Don't leave... don't go again!

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metalshinobi on April 11th, 2008 12:25 pm (UTC)

...Sorry Al...But I don't think I can trust myself around here anymore...I don't know what I'd do once everything's gone...

And if this Gaara guy makes you happy I give him my consent to date you...but only if you want it as well.

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soul_elric on April 11th, 2008 02:08 pm (UTC)

I... I'd help you, niisan. If everything goes, I... I still want to be there for you. Niisan...

I.. n-niisan...

...

Th-thank you.

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metalshinobi on April 12th, 2008 12:10 am (UTC)

...bye Al...

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soul_elric on April 12th, 2008 12:11 am (UTC)

No!

No, niisan! Niisan... niisan!

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prince_of_haell on April 11th, 2008 10:55 am (UTC)

[ oooc - ~~Hope I have the right mun...~~

Um, please don't be offended, but if Ed's going to be gone for a week...Can we continue with the detention log? *sheepish* That one kind of died when it was just getting interesting.... ? ]

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metalshinobi on April 11th, 2008 12:20 pm (UTC)

ooc:Well while Ed's gone I plan to bring Sirius back into action. I haven't found time to get into his jounral becuase well...Like i've said I've been planning all this for awhile and that meant I had to use and moderate my muse's to work with it. during this next week I'm hoping to finish that Log with you and Reno mun, is this ok?

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prince_of_haell on April 11th, 2008 12:21 pm (UTC)

[ That's fine! Sorry, I wasn't trying to be rude. I know what you mean - I've been really busy with Chaos anyway, I probably wouldn't have updated a lot either...

So yeah. I'll be waiting! :D ]

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koorinoshounen on April 11th, 2008 12:55 pm (UTC)

So, what are you going to do if you forget about the journal?

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metalshinobi on April 12th, 2008 12:12 am (UTC)

...already have acually...that's why I'm leaving, I have nothing to remind me of who I am anymore...

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2ndterrace on April 11th, 2008 06:27 pm (UTC)

Don't get yourself killed. I should be the one who gets to kill you.

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metalshinobi on April 12th, 2008 12:13 am (UTC)

...

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readingmanganow on April 11th, 2008 07:11 pm (UTC)

Please take care of yourself. I would hate to see anything happen to you.

Send word to me if you need anything.

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metalshinobi on April 12th, 2008 12:16 am (UTC)

Thanks...*smiles slightly*

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readingmanganow on April 12th, 2008 07:31 pm (UTC)

Anytime. ^^ Keep your chin up.

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